..like an innocent kid
Actually i've uploaded this video quite a long time ago.
These 2 videos are another fanmade video of my Kpop biases...
It's BAP's Daehyun and After School's Nana..
Just want to share..
edited with Ulead
Comments, critics, opinions are welcomed :D
thank you..
Comments, critics, opinions are welcomed :D
thank you..
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There are times when you need to copy and paste some words from the web to your Microsoft Words or Power Points and then some annoying things like highlighted-characters and jumbled-fonts happen.
Like this ?
Well usually i'll copy the words, paste them on notepad, then copy again,
and paste them on words or power points.
I often use this trick ( i don't know whether this is a trick or some kind of cheat, whatever ).
It's easy, and quite effective.
You can't include the pictures anyway.
So that's all. i just want to share. i've been using this method since like 2 or 3 years ago.
Bye
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beberapa hari terakhir ini terasa.. menyebalkan.
seperti biasalah, kalau bendungan kesabaranku udah jebol,
i'll do everything as i want. dan seperti biasa juga.
i'll do the same to you, you and all of you as what you've done to me.
sebenarnya bukan kebiasaanku untuk membalas. tapi ya gitulah
kalau udah kebanyakan hal menyebalkan, i can break.
kadang aku bingung.
what's wrong with giving credits to my own works?
cuma kecil juga, aku nggak menempatkannya terlalu besar gitu.
kadang aku juga males..
kerja di belakang, dan orang-orang 'berkuasa' di sana lupa untuk memberikan gratitude, walaupun sedikit aja. aku bukannya pamrih atau apa. tapi piye perasaanmu nek kamu udah ngerjain bagianmu, hampir nggak tidur, ketiduran di kelas terus, dan setelah jadi they don't even give any credits.
kerjaanmu dilihat banyak orang, bukan atas namamu.
atau aku memang salah paham? whenever people praise me for something that isn't my work,
i've always give the right credits to the people who actually made it. apa itu salah?
kadang aku juga males dengan kata kata 'kita ini keluarga' .
hahha. being left, being used, being so unimportant, itu terjadi.
i know that i'm stupid.
aku nggak pernah bisa ngobrol, i've always been with myself only.
berkali kali nyoba membaur ya akhir akhirnya sama terus.
walking in the corridor alone, it hurts.
keeping what i'm thinking and feeling inside, it also hurts.
sebel......
mungkin beberapa hari ini aku akan enggan main.. ke tempat itu.
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wohoo, finally i've installed Adobe Illustrator in my laptop, and
still learning to use it.
Still i can't explain clearly the difference between photoshop and illustrator..
photoshop is mostly for photo-editing and photo-manipulation.. while illustrator is for vector images
and illustrations.. i would say that illustrator more or less.. works like corel.
you use illustrator for making logos, vectors, animations, and others..
combining both programs will creates amazing graphic-arts.
so on the first try.. i found that i couldn't right-clicked the tools to view another option of the tools..
in case you don't know what i'm talking about.. i've captured a picture.. this option should be shown when you right click the tool, but when i did, it didn't happen..
so after searching on Google, i tried one of the advice,
you should right-click and hold down the mouse buttons...
and it worked..! whoa, for a moment i thought that i should download another 1,8 GB file... thank God i shouldn't. keke
i tried to make a graphic from a tutorial.. it was so cute, and random. i like it.
this is the tutorial link :
http://blog.spoongraphics.co.uk/tutorials/how-to-create-an-abstract-vector-design-in-illustrator
and this is my result :
it doesn't look as good as the original~
it's darker too. :(
but never mind, it's my first try.
i think i'll make another, based on my own idea next time.
for this week i've had not enough sleep.. trying new things
on photoshop and illustrator..
so that's all.
oh and one more. i think i'll share another experiments of mine.. keke
i've never tried this before, but i often see this kind of photo-editing on the web..
they're everywhere.. people as the center with random images, vectors, lights and others as the background.
i used my friend's photo here, keke..
i think the photo fits with the concept.
so that's all.. now this is really the end.
thank you if you read this post till the end.
Oh and don't forget to write your thoughts, opinion, critics, or anything except advertisements on the comments section.
i'd be glad if you want to.
thank you... God bless.
still learning to use it.
Still i can't explain clearly the difference between photoshop and illustrator..
photoshop is mostly for photo-editing and photo-manipulation.. while illustrator is for vector images
and illustrations.. i would say that illustrator more or less.. works like corel.
you use illustrator for making logos, vectors, animations, and others..
combining both programs will creates amazing graphic-arts.
so on the first try.. i found that i couldn't right-clicked the tools to view another option of the tools..
in case you don't know what i'm talking about.. i've captured a picture.. this option should be shown when you right click the tool, but when i did, it didn't happen..so after searching on Google, i tried one of the advice,
you should right-click and hold down the mouse buttons...
and it worked..! whoa, for a moment i thought that i should download another 1,8 GB file... thank God i shouldn't. keke
i tried to make a graphic from a tutorial.. it was so cute, and random. i like it.
this is the tutorial link :
http://blog.spoongraphics.co.uk/tutorials/how-to-create-an-abstract-vector-design-in-illustrator
and this is my result :
it doesn't look as good as the original~
it's darker too. :(
but never mind, it's my first try.
i think i'll make another, based on my own idea next time.
for this week i've had not enough sleep.. trying new things
on photoshop and illustrator..
so that's all.
oh and one more. i think i'll share another experiments of mine.. keke
i've never tried this before, but i often see this kind of photo-editing on the web..
they're everywhere.. people as the center with random images, vectors, lights and others as the background.
i think the photo fits with the concept.
so that's all.. now this is really the end.
thank you if you read this post till the end.
Oh and don't forget to write your thoughts, opinion, critics, or anything except advertisements on the comments section.
i'd be glad if you want to.
thank you... God bless.
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aarr.. it's so hard to get over you.
those eyes, that smile and even your back..
i can't help it.
you're too adorable, really.
amudo mollae saranghae....
those eyes, that smile and even your back..
i can't help it.
you're too adorable, really.
amudo mollae saranghae....
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Aahh, i think i have a bunch of things to do this holiday.
1. Watch all of downloaded After Effects Tutorial videos..!!!
so now i have Adobe AE and i'll use it as soon as i can.
their feature are totally awesome~
the problem was i didn't know a single thing about how to
use this program.. arrr.. still watching some tutorials and haven't
done yet. i downloaded a lot of tutorials. for holidays. keke
2. Making greeting cards. or any crafts.
scrap fabrics, recycled-papers, beads, ribbons are piling up to be done.
yeeaaahhh
3. Sing. Bass. Drum. English. Dance. Losing some fat in waist.
go for next GA.
4. Read my stiffed chemistry book......
hope for better score this semester.. T^T
5. Cleaning my laptop.
inside and out.
6. Move-on.
1. Watch all of downloaded After Effects Tutorial videos..!!!
so now i have Adobe AE and i'll use it as soon as i can.
their feature are totally awesome~
the problem was i didn't know a single thing about how to
use this program.. arrr.. still watching some tutorials and haven't
done yet. i downloaded a lot of tutorials. for holidays. keke
2. Making greeting cards. or any crafts.
scrap fabrics, recycled-papers, beads, ribbons are piling up to be done.
yeeaaahhh
3. Sing. Bass. Drum. English. Dance. Losing some fat in waist.
go for next GA.
4. Read my stiffed chemistry book......
hope for better score this semester.. T^T
5. Cleaning my laptop.
inside and out.
6. Move-on.
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i saw you weren't wearing that- thing on your wrist anymore,
and you were having something else on your finger instead...
so here it comes. this day.
i'm quite suprised myself that i won't be as shocked as i imagined before.
i knew that this day would come.
like a time bomb ticking and coming closer.
does this mean that i didn't mean it?
i really mean it. even until know. like what i said before, i really mean it.
i've loved you in many ways, and i won't forget a single thing about this.
i can't help it..
seeing your back is.. painful.
but helplessly i can't stop looking at it.
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Aahh finally i've made my first fanvid ( fan-video / FMV )..!
It's BAP's Daehyun..!
After months i've been thinking to make one~
I spent a day to made it, and i think, totally worth it.
I'm so into BAP these days, i think i'm going to be a Baby soon..
of course Daehyun will be my bias. ( and again, a main/lead vocalist. )
maybe i'll make a fanvid about After School's Nana next time. keke
Soo this is the video.. ( you can watch it on Youtube too )
Opinions, comments are welcomed :]
It's BAP's Daehyun..!
After months i've been thinking to make one~
I spent a day to made it, and i think, totally worth it.
I'm so into BAP these days, i think i'm going to be a Baby soon..
of course Daehyun will be my bias. ( and again, a main/lead vocalist. )
maybe i'll make a fanvid about After School's Nana next time. keke
Soo this is the video.. ( you can watch it on Youtube too )
Opinions, comments are welcomed :]
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What if.. your parents don't have the same thoughts as you about your dream?
I'm not sure what would they say about 'it' if i tell them that it's my dream.
but it's clear enough that they don't really like it.. at least for now.
I'm not sure, if i do this, will it against their will,
even though they said that they'll support my dreams no matter what?
should i tell them now?
i'm not that brave.....
I'm not sure what would they say about 'it' if i tell them that it's my dream.
but it's clear enough that they don't really like it.. at least for now.
I'm not sure, if i do this, will it against their will,
even though they said that they'll support my dreams no matter what?
should i tell them now?
i'm not that brave.....
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aahh.. why am i so stupid that i even forgot that today was your birthday?
i lost my track of time and date lol. having-too-much-holiday-effect..
anyway, happy birthdaayy..!!~
so glad that i've seen and talked to you today~
like the other days, you smiled brightly and that made me smile too.
thank you.
by the way i've listened this song a lot for today...
it's B.A.P's Secret Love. keke
' amudo mollae saranghae... '
( without anyone knowing, i love you.. )
i lost my track of time and date lol. having-too-much-holiday-effect..
anyway, happy birthdaayy..!!~
so glad that i've seen and talked to you today~
like the other days, you smiled brightly and that made me smile too.
thank you.
by the way i've listened this song a lot for today...
it's B.A.P's Secret Love. keke
' amudo mollae saranghae... '
( without anyone knowing, i love you.. )
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i can see it now. i understand.
people might think that i'm ignorant and never care about others' problems.
but i guess they never notice what i notice. hahha
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oh, i never thought that this would turn this bad, for me.
but i've made my thoughts anyway. this, is my choice.
i shouldn't have any regrets.
i just don't want to be left behind, that's all.
but aiming for that__ dream, and then leaving -him- is just too hard.
but i don't want to be left behind~~~~ arrr~
i know, i'm being greedy for all this time, and ended up being failed for all of those.
i've always been like that.
ARGH.
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hello~ it's been a long time since the last time i post something about computer or downloads.
so here it is. It's SNSD ( Girls' Generation ) Google Chrome themes.!
lately i've been browsing chrome themes and i found some of these themes.
since i'm an SNSD fan, i'd like to share these.
for you other Sones, hope you enjoy this. keke 
( click on the 'download theme' if you're interested! )
btw, i don't own any of this. just sharing :]
thank for reading this post, God bless you.
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baru aja nemuin blog yang bagus. dan aku mbaca salah satunya postingan yang menurutku..
benar benar menyedihkan..
'Jual Beli Ijazah Palsu' --> ini postingannya.. silahkan di baca..
kayaknya ngeriin banget ya. mau dibawa ke mana bangsa ini?
maunya semua serba instan, maunya cepet, maunya jalan pintas..
lama kelamaan mutu bangsa Indonesia makin turun..
bagaimana bisa orang yang, maaf, sebenarnya ngak terdidik mengerjakan oekerjaan yang seharusnya dikerjakan oleh orang orang yang terdidik?
ngeri juga.. seharusnya orang orang yang njual ijazah palsu itu sadar kalau mereka itu\sebenarnya mencari uang dengan cara menghancurkan bangsa sendiri.
nggak ada rasa cinta tanah air sama sekali, dan egois.
benar benar menyedihkan..
'Jual Beli Ijazah Palsu' --> ini postingannya.. silahkan di baca..
kayaknya ngeriin banget ya. mau dibawa ke mana bangsa ini?
maunya semua serba instan, maunya cepet, maunya jalan pintas..
lama kelamaan mutu bangsa Indonesia makin turun..
bagaimana bisa orang yang, maaf, sebenarnya ngak terdidik mengerjakan oekerjaan yang seharusnya dikerjakan oleh orang orang yang terdidik?
ngeri juga.. seharusnya orang orang yang njual ijazah palsu itu sadar kalau mereka itu\sebenarnya mencari uang dengan cara menghancurkan bangsa sendiri.
nggak ada rasa cinta tanah air sama sekali, dan egois.
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i've made up my mind, i'm not afraid to be different.
if that's the way you see me and ignoring me, i don't even mind to do the same to you.
"If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you." - John 15 : 19
soooo it's okay if you hate me~
God still love me the way i am :D
if that's the way you see me and ignoring me, i don't even mind to do the same to you.
"If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you." - John 15 : 19
soooo it's okay if you hate me~
God still love me the way i am :D
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this is too.. heavy for my head. i'm confused right now~
hello, i'm here, just wanna runaway from my piled-up homeworks for a while.
and this is way too confusing, today is confusing.. ( i'm happy though, but still.. confused )
first-you,
what was your point? i didn't get it.
why would you do things that seemed different from what you were saying?
second-you,
just what was that? i didn't get it either.
i couldn't understand which one was real and which one wasn't.
why? why? why? why?
third-you,
hey homeworks~
hey magazine layouts
hey t-shirt designs~ i've got no ideas and this is my first time you know...
and..
how would you feel..
if you don't have anyone that you've shared you secrets with
and anyone who have shared their secrets to you?
then you're just there where people are talking about their stories
to each other and you don't know anything and you don't understand.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
i think i'm going crazy.
maafkan saya karena saya sangat kepo hari ini.
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now i've seen a lot, and enough of it. that's it. this is sick.
do they even know that they are so lucky and yet they have spent opportunities for nothing.
how about people that have enabled them to be here?
how about those who aren't lucky enough and they're still trying even put their life on it so that they can learn something?
to be true, i'm kinda.. ashamed now. i'm not being sarcastic, just spilling the truth.
see, we've been warned for many times, we've been questioned for many times too about people who were missing in the middle of class, and we lied. we covered them, and saying 'cause we're friend'
even when some of those skippers were trying to study, you just told them to skip?
because you were afraid that the teachers would be angry to them?
ch, is that what you call as friend? so friend means someone who let you choose the wrong path and not telling you the right things to do? a friend letting his or her friend to be worse?
i regretted it now, i should have told the teacher that they skipped the class. yea, they did.
and also cheating. are skipping and cheating worth enough to be proud of?
they're just happy with the fact that they cheat and skip the class.
what so good about cheating? yeah you don't have to study and you got good scores.
and you have failed your life! that's it.
oh yea, and fyi, i've never cheat in tests since i was in the first grade of elementary school,
and i'm still survived until now, senior high.
this is so sad, my school reality, it's just the same with the other school,
cheating is normal and the students do it daily and even in the exams.
people thought that our school is filled with good-mannered student who never cheat,
and we the students betray their trust.
shouldn't we feel ashamed?
why don't we feel guilty even just a little?
is our school name just mean like, nothing for us?
too many thoughts in my mind.
this doesn't mean i hate you guys,
i just, care, so that i don't want you guys to be in the wrong side.
i just hope you understand. i've been asking Him to help, and i really hope
you guys would realize and change.
all of you might see me as if i don't care about you, but i do care about you guys.
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gotta choose my own way.
i'll just keep practicing and trying now. till that day come and i should be ready.
i'll just keep practicing and trying now. till that day come and i should be ready.
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well yeah.. it's kinda sad to know that i'm still the old.. me.
yea old me, the one who hardly tried to love the fact that she had no one when
she needs someone walking with her to the teacher room or canteen or someone
that she could talk with when the teacher is absent. i thought i've changed, but
just now i've realized it, i still haven't got that someone.
just like the other days, having my laptop to hang out with, and playing
with it while the others are away.
i hope there's someone who would see right through me, and not leaving me alone, well at least not letting me walking alone at the corridors..
yea old me, the one who hardly tried to love the fact that she had no one when
she needs someone walking with her to the teacher room or canteen or someone
that she could talk with when the teacher is absent. i thought i've changed, but
just now i've realized it, i still haven't got that someone.
just like the other days, having my laptop to hang out with, and playing
with it while the others are away.
i hope there's someone who would see right through me, and not leaving me alone, well at least not letting me walking alone at the corridors..
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And now i'm feeling even more confused.
Should i do it or not? whether my choice is right or wrong, whether will i be glad with that choice or not,
aarrgh i can't think about it.
This is about my last post. I REALLY wanna join next year SM global audition. but the more i think about it, the possibilities seems getting smaller. I can't speak Korean, and people said that sm's looking for 'good-looking-ones' rather than 'talented-ones' . I don't have such face.. I'm feeling rather old. I'm 16 and next year i'll be 17. While a lot of their artists were around 18-19 when they were debuting and they had done the training for 3 - 5 years.
I don't know what to do~ Even though SM call it 'global audition' , they hold the auditions in five countries ( for this year ) only. So if i'm going for the auditions, it'll cost a lot of money since i'm not living in those five countries.. i also haven't told my parents yet about this and i don't know how they'll react knowing i want to be a singer, more over, a k-pop singer.
anyway, living is about taking risks.. any decisions you make, they'll have their own risks.
actually i'm kinda afraid that i'll take the wrong path or decision..
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