Should i do it or not? whether my choice is right or wrong, whether will i be glad with that choice or not,
aarrgh i can't think about it.
This is about my last post. I REALLY wanna join next year SM global audition. but the more i think about it, the possibilities seems getting smaller. I can't speak Korean, and people said that sm's looking for 'good-looking-ones' rather than 'talented-ones' . I don't have such face.. I'm feeling rather old. I'm 16 and next year i'll be 17. While a lot of their artists were around 18-19 when they were debuting and they had done the training for 3 - 5 years.
I don't know what to do~ Even though SM call it 'global audition' , they hold the auditions in five countries ( for this year ) only. So if i'm going for the auditions, it'll cost a lot of money since i'm not living in those five countries.. i also haven't told my parents yet about this and i don't know how they'll react knowing i want to be a singer, more over, a k-pop singer.
anyway, living is about taking risks.. any decisions you make, they'll have their own risks.
actually i'm kinda afraid that i'll take the wrong path or decision..
